I am really stressed... I am a lazy piece of shit and not to mention that I got a really important time of my life and I have to focus and study but I can't. I was so used to being naturally smart that now it doesn't work anymore. And I want to be a doctor and I have to do this stupid UCAT in 2 weeks is my exams and I am cooked... I am scared. Not to mention I don't even have the same level of experience as the other try hards who wants to do medicine. They got hospital and shit and I literally got nothing... haha I dont know what to do with my life. I am stressed. I cant do this anymore. I want to disappear but I am the only sibling my parents are relying on. I got no one I can depend on... No one seems like they want to help me. If I ask they tell me to try harder like they are doing. Well I am trying but it isnt working. My negative mindset keeps pulling me back...