Rant #16865

i am so tired of expecting from this person, to him i am invisible and i think a part of me wants to be but the issue is that another part of expects that my work will be valued here because the work that i do is not for him, it is actually coming from a place of passion and love in my heart. i dont even want to present it to him because he isnt worth seeing my effort that fkn asshole i wish he wasnt in my life