I’m so tired and burnt out from taking care of my toddler brother everyday I always end up treating him bad bc of my mental health I hat my self but I’m so annoyed and I don’t want him to turn out like me I want him to have a good childhood why did I have to do this to him he deserves better I js wanna kms I hat this guilt. I hat my self even.I love him and I want to take care of him but I always make mistakes and I’m practically raising him so I have to do this right.I don’t have a choice to not take care of him bc my parents are busy with work trying to make ends meet and I’m older then him so I’m responsible even if someone says I’m js a kid I feel bad for even complaining bc I have no right I’m so selfish ugh no one understands me I’d be better if dead then be selfish all the time and hurt people.