My father is an abusive monster who has tormented my mother for as long as I've been alive. My mother has been given a unique opportunity to leave him and start over, but she has a history of going back to him, and I'm worried shes going to waste this chance. My other family members are worried abt this too, but the way they express it makes me really anxious and lowkey suicidal. I dont know what to do because my go to coping mechanism is to clam up and cry. I feel so alone because everyone makes my problems abouts them and how they feel so I dont open up to anyone anymore