What's the point of making so many friends, just to only be consider the 'side friend' whenever their main isn't with them? Which is something that's been happening with me, yet with nearly all my main friends who've I've ever known since 7th grade as I feel like they are just slowly ignoring me and even not listening to me. Since now the so called 'trio' is just turning into a 'duo' while I just go solo like I expected to be. Even after I showed them my love with so many things, and now im just nothing to anyone or even myself.... I just hate the idea of being ignored and left alone, even whenever i really need someone to be there for me, yet nobody ever does! Yet, I got to be there for that friend who ignores me 24/7? And if I don't then I'm considered fake?? Why is this even happening to me and only me whenever life is shit already