i want to kill myself. i have no empathy inside of me. my partner says i make her feel sub-hmuan, but not in an abusive way and i dont know what im doing wrong. When I ask she says she shouldnt need to hold my hand and walk me through everything and I fucking agree man. I just dont know what the fuck im doing. Im not even a fucking human. The job market is fucking horrible. The only position I got accepted was an unpaid internship for 20 hours a week. What the fuck is my purpose. I have no future, I cant hold a relationship let alone connect with my partner, I am a failure to my parents and myself. I cant even get consoled by my partner, it doesn't feel right. I cant talk to my parents and I cant stress my sister out. I dont even have friends that would be willing to hear me out. I am a joke. Im going to kill my self soon. I hate my self.