I have a horrible feeling I'm going to end up on one of those public freakout videos one day. A stranger makes a snide comment to me and before I know it I've gone absolutely apeshit. It's happened before, it was a good job it was in an open space and the guy was on a bike so all I could do was yell and swear at him and call him names. I'm scared it'll happen in an enclosed space and I'll lash out and get violent. Especially as even a 5 year old could probably win a fight against me. I'm all aggression but no strength. All emotional and no physical. I would train and build muscle and strength but 1. I can't be arsed and 2. It's probably a good thing my punches don't do a lot of damage, I'd never get done for GBH How the fuck was I not diagnosed with ADHD sooner