My life is hell and I can only leave in 8 months but nobody’s helping me out before then. My body hurts so much I can barely walk right, I can’t run, my body hurts even when I try to sleep, I can’t have a single second free of anxiety because every day I’m anxious and scared all the time and I’m so tired because I’ve never been free from this hell since I was born and I want freedom, am I not deserving of a chance at it even? Somebody help me