It feels like almost everything I ever believed or was raised to think had been either a lie or turned upside down in the past couple years, and largely by fucking Trump. I was raised to love my country, but his rabid followers have made all patriotism look like the Jan 6 riots. I will continue to be Christian because I believe God is bigger than one country or any swindler using His Name to sell bullshit, but the fact I can't go on any social media page without someone either saying Trump (y'know the child-raping adulterer) is working for God, or the same tired-ass "you believe in sky daddy, idiot!" internet atheist horseshit that people go out of their way to be nasty (it'll be on a page that has no religious tone at all, why bring it up, jerk?), it's like I can't get away from the frustration of it. Is it so hard that if you don't have anything nice to say on a subject you don't understand, to just shut the fuck up? Everything is ragebait now and I hate it.