how am i meant to keep living like this everyday? how can i keep going through the routine of life? it feels like the whole world is against me. not in a self important way. but like it’s all coming at me and i can’t catch it all at the same time. why is it raining only over me? why does the dark cloud follow me? why can everybody else wake up and do the day and i’m barely making it by? what am i going to do? how will i get through this? will i survive? will i make it? why can i only see black when i look to the future. is that it for me? is it going to end soon? idk. guess that’s life
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