I dont know whats normal and what isnt. I feel empty. I cant vent without feeling like a burden. I cant speak up without getting ignored. i feel lost in everything. My brothers bsf touched me multiple times. i tried to get him to stop, but he wouldn't. after that night, i couldn't stop thinking abt it. i cried for hrs. when i tried to tell my brother, all he did was slap me and tell my im all full of shit. i tried ending things, but im too scared of the pain and what'll happen. will anyone care? like, at all? or will they act like i never rlly existed in their eyes. The pain between my legs is still strong. the thoughts and voices are too loud. the bruises and marks on my arms are too painful. ever since that night, ive been too scared to say anything.