Guys I want to be friends with people I find cool but I have all this shame and self doubt whenever I talk to them I just know I’m going to bore them out of their mind I hate being a boring bitch with no personality. I feel like I’m going to ruin everything and everyone’s going to leave me. I’ve been trying to be less avoidant but I always have this pit in my stomach that nothings going to last. I’m not very good at talking and I’m not funny I’m everything I wish I’m not. No one knows just how much I hate myself. Please how do I recover from this I just want to feel normal and have friends :( If anyone has advice pls lmk
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