I feel sooo stupid and so sad at the same time..idek buut when I confessed to this guy(hes superrr cute too and has a really funny perosnality and we mesh together well) so when I confessed to him he was like oh that was random and I had one of my other friends say ohh it was a dare/wrong send and I said it to him and he was like ohh I was glad youre joking because I alr have someone I liked..I think hes been leaving my messages on seen the last (reel) but in that one he was soo quick and he was like on and on about his date plans..Like ik i shouldn't have expected anything(and i didnt) but it also made me kinda pissed cause I ghosted like 2 guys for him and then he was like on and on abt his stuff with the other girl)..I literally immediately restricted him,deleted all chats try to erase him from socials(obvi I cant just block bcs its gonna be obvious that I did like him) I wanna be like move on and get over with it but I cant i try so hard but I keep thinking..fuck