I don't wanna kill myself. But if something were to happen to me, I wouldn't resist it. I'd let it take me to wherever you go after you die. I don't wanna end my life, but sometimes I wished I could just not exist for a day. I wish no one knew me for only a day, because it gets too much at times. I don't wanna go, but I'm sick and tired of staying here. Staying here just because of the guilt I'd feel when someone dose miss me. I know I won't kill myself, I can't kill myself when people need me. But dammit, I wished I was anywhere but here.