im so close to cutting him off for good. it would probably make my life 1 million times better but ive never been able to bring myself to do it because we have such a long history and hes the only person whos ever truly understood me. but by now its clear he doesnt care about me at all, he clearly sees me as lesser than everyone else. he broke up with me because i wasnt able to provide proper support to our friend whose dog was being put down due to old age but when its my cat being put down due to aggression he doesnt even text me to ask if im okay. he says he wants to keep being friends and that he cares about me but his actions say otherwise. hes just completely lost all care and compassion for me and its so obvious. at least with my failures i can honestly say i tried, even though it wasn't enough i honest to god tried and just couldnt do enough due to my mental health. hes not even trying to pretend like he cares about me