I dont see why at this point i try to make friends, because i just can’t either trust them, or they dont feel comfortable around me. I dont think i do wrong, not at all, but even if i did, they never tell me, and slowly drift away. Even if i get close to someone, ill never be someone’s first choice… hell not even one. I just dont understand if im too strange or if i do wrong, push boundaries, say over the line stuff, because they never fucking tell me what i do wrong. I hate this, How i always feel like the problem, how i always need to think “what am i doing wrong”, on how i always need to text first… i just cant keep doing this no more…
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