So I been with partner for 10 years. Growing up I struggled to get someone, didnt even go to my proms. Well I found someone, we never got married, never had kids, and now we never do anything physically. They dont love me anymore. I tried looking for someone else, no luck. Nobody is even interested in just being friends with benefits. Im 30m, paying everything, no friends to hang out with, and nobody to be intimate with. Was I just dealt a unlucky life? Is this just what I can expect the rest of my life to be?Miserable, drinking alone for tiny moments of happiness, and dreaming of a life having a family. I know Im a fun person to be around, always smiling, easily can chat to anyone, but nobody is interested in doing anything more then just a casual convo. my last birthday I went to dinner alone, and just visited a bunch of places to make it feel like I had something to do, next birthday coming up soon and feels like itll be the same again. Venting here cause I dont have any1 to talk to