Rant #16077

I left my ex of 4 years to path of bettering myself for over the past 4 months. Which I have received results but in return, my need for money has grown like a hunger that cant be fulfilled , my feelings are gone. While in the 4 months I was up in QLD from 29th of may to the 29th of august, and in that time I did nothing but work 10-14 hours a day. And somewhere along the lines i musta have locked my emotions, truely I feel nothing; not sadness, not happiness nor anger, just empty.