Why is this so fucking hard for me to not play therapy yet or to get stomped on :( I just wish there was someone who would listen to me at my happiest. I just wish I was happier than I am now. I can't believe that this is the life I choose to live. Sigh. I don't want to kms, I just wish to be respected more. I just wish my memories weren't so mushy and made up of daydreams and full of pain. Growth is pain, right? But I'm going through too much fucking pain. Not enough growth. Better hide myself, spread myself to everyone, get money then save save save... "This is your life!", they say. Well, this life is fucking shit. Gotta sleep some more. Fuck you. Go to sleep.
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