My best friend has been ignoring me for two months now. It was completely out of the blue, no explanation whatsoever. I miss talking to her so badly. It’s so hard to not have a go to person, someone you be honest with, someone you can joke with, someone you can cry with. Now I’m crying all alone for the millionth time. I feel so lonely. I feel like everyone else must hate me now, or will hate me eventually and leave me once they get bored. I mean, people move on, maybe this is normal. It’s probably weird to be mourning a friendship of like, 2-3 years. I don’t know I always get too attached. And I’ve been left before, and I’ll continue to get left again and again and again. I really hate myself right now and I don’t see that stopping anytime soon. I hate myself and I still love her even after she decided she was sick of me, I hate hate hate. HATE. I hate all of this, this isn’t fair, why am I so upset about this, is this normal? Should I be this upset? I don’t know