Lilli, I miss you so fucking much. I miss talking to you during science, I miss your lore drops, I miss English together, I miss ramming into you to give you the biggest hugs of the day, I miss ranting to each other about our crushes, hell, I even miss crying with you the day you told me you were moving. It was selfish of me, I know, but at that time you were one of the only people in this wretched world who I trusted, who made me feel worth while, who, for once, didn’t make me want to kill myself. I miss you so much to the point where when I’m so sad I can’t even breathe, I just wanted you. You are the one person in this world that understands me and doesn’t literally bully me for being different. I miss you so much, dude, and I love you. Forever your best friend, Ollie. (The one person who hasn’t gotten over the fact that your now four hours away)