inaction has been eating me up from the inside. it's a slow death. you know EXACTLY what to do, when to do it, how to do it. but it's like my mind is in chains. it's a NIGHTMARE where my mind refuses to listen. my thoughts are turning into mush. I'm wasting all the potential i have, the opportunities i have. I'm wasting my days as I've wasted my nights and soon I'd have wasted my youth. I'm waiting for something but there's nothing for me. I am for something, nothing is for me. I have to take action and build that something, can I? yes. Will I? God I hope so.