I feel incredibly scared saying this, but recently it feels like no one actually listens to ME.Most times they use me for food, someone to vent to, or just someone to hang out with till their actual friends come.I know this probably sounds selfish but I want to be the one people choose first, the part of the day someone looks forwards to or just have peoples attention.My family sucks.I’m probably spoiled to the core as I have everything I could ever want, money and love.But, my middle sister is always yelling, threatening to kill me(has came close to) and just plain rude.My mom is a pushover and gives her anything she wants plus somehow when it comes to me she doesn't even hold back from yelling?My oldest sister is really nice and actually has some sense, my dad is ALWAYS busy but showers me with money and love but still never respects my boundaries.The main thing I want isn’t money nor love.Its basic respect.Loving someone does not mean touching(shoulders or knees)when they say no.