i dont understand why i have to always give for people when they ask for something but i never get what i ask for. im always used for something. im just a label to my boyfriend, im like a leech attached to my best friend, and im just the grouchy angry daughter my parents never asked for. i just want something in return. im always giving in my relationship but everytime i ask i get an excuse and the opposite of what i want. i have no friends. im super socially awkward. nobody likes me. im weird. im childish. im hella immature. i just wanna be the first positive thing someone thinks about and not the first negative thing. now im the boring one after i vented out all my feelings saying how i just want youre time and attention. im the one not making anything exciting even after i get all excited to talk to you about something or hear from you. i just want your time and attention and i want you to the same way about me.