i'm scared i'm not gonna meet the standards everyone around me thinks i can reach. my family is known for being very big (9 in total) and all of my siblings are very studious. i'm the 2nd youngest and i'm worried that my teachers are disappointed that i don't precede my reputation, especially since they have taught my siblings before me. its even worse because i think they are more impressed with my younger sister who they are teaching now. i just think im an outsider compared to my siblings and it makes me sadder that i don't fit in anywhere, even with my own family.
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