i fucking suck. my cousin is the first in all his classes and hes really smart and does track. my other cousin is beautiful and has an amazing body. Shes the most stylish person i know and can sing, play guitar, make amazing art, is athletic, can talk about her problems, and more. My younger cousin is gorgeous too and already on a path of leadership and basketball. My sister is popular and amazing at ballet. My brother is interesting, but always has friends and an amazing imagination. Im just there. Im the biggest child, nothing im good at, and smart but not smart enough to compare. im js not good enough for my family or for myself. im bad at anything i try and all i do is lay in bed and get clowned for it by my parents. but wtv