I wish I was skinny but I do nothing to change my body. I'm obese for my age and height, it makes me feel terrible about myself. I get overwhelmed so easily when I try on clothes in stores because whatever I like, it never fits. everything is always for skinny people. everyone only loves skinny people. "skinny shaming" is stupid because everyone wants to be skinny already and its the only body I see anyone want and praise. even though I feel like this, I don't do anything to lose weight. I don't diet, I don't exercise, I just do nothing. but its like there's no point anyway. I barely get motivated by anything and it never lasts long. I always fail and go back to my regular habits. I could never even lose the amount of weight I want to lose, that would take ages. I have no hope for myself at all. whenever I thought I found someone I could relate to with eating problems and body image, they are always skinny. every fucking time.