I have come to the conclusion that my parents do not care about me at all, all they care about is themselves. When they found out I cut, they didn't care about my mental health. All they gave a shit about was what people will think of them when they see that their child cuts himself. They're embarassed to have me, and they should just say so to me. I can't attempt suicide, I have nothing to kill myself with. Fuck my parents and their selfish asses. I also feel like my girlfriend only loves me for my body. My body that makes me dysphoric... I can't handle the thought of someone loving this abnormality, it must be hated. I feel like she only cares for my chest. I think I'm gonna kill myself. I just wanted to be a real boy. Is that so hard to wish for?