I hate my older brother so much, there was always a hope that thinks maybe he'll change or get better, but no, he got even worser. I don't know if it's fine to describe what happened, but if anyone got uncomfortable just please skip this: When I was 6 and he was way older than me, he sa'ed me and abused me I grew up thinking this was normal, till I got older and something finally hits me and realized "oh wait this shi ain't normal" and I can't open up to my mom, dad, or anyone. I just told my mom about the kissing part, and somehow instead of showing anger or disgust towards him, she just talked too gentle with him and he promised me he'll change. I asked "Why did you even do this?" While crying, and he said he saw boys doing this to the girls in school (a lie, we used to go to the same school.) I just don't know what did I do to deserve this and mind you, he calls me "bitch", " whore", and "Slut" Yet no one cares No one will do Or even if they did they'll probably just move on LOL