I hate this feeling that’s been washing over me lately. It’s not like I’m jealous, but I can’t help but feel so dejected when I think about how so much better everyone else (my cousins, loved ones, etc) are doing right now. I constantly feel as if I’m behind because while everyone else is going places, working, actually building towards their future.. I’m still stuck in the same patterns. I’ve always struggled with anxiety, it’s one of my worst enemies aside from my own self. I can honestly say it’s not as bad as before because I could barely leave the house back then without having a sudden attack. I just wish the economy was so much better in terms of finding a job. It’s always about the damn experience, which I’m clearly TRYING to get, am I not??? 🙂↕️🙂↕️ (applied to like seven different places this past week) Anyways, I do feel slightly better after writing everything down. I hope whoever happens to come across this has a lovely day or night!!