I feel so stupid!! I get scared of Elite or Pros in my sports team. I don't want to train with them because their training processes are always hard for me. But I'm so scared that my Coach will make me train with them. I'm so scared to the point that I skip training because I can't face this fear!! This is why I don't improve quickly. I'm not consistent in training because I'm insecure and immature and I'm being childish about them elites/pros when I'm sure they don't even care about me. I hate it. But I can't erase it. I don't want to mess up in front of anybody. ARGHHHH
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