There is this girl I've liked for a while now, 5 years to be exact. I care a lot about her and she means a lot to me, but I just know that there is no possible future where I end up with her. She talks about people she likes and her type in front of me and I just smile and nod, it's not her fault because she has no idea I liked her. Even after I confessed, some things were left unclear. It was clear she didn't like me back that way but I still do. I tried to get over it, I really did, but it's just so hard to get over someone when liking them has become such a normal thing in your life. She's my best friend, and I would hate for anything to change or get in between us, I just don't know what to do. She deserves everything, so much more than what I can offer. I haven't been feeling the best myself, I feel like crap and I feel so insecure. I just don't know what to do, honestly I'm open to advice, I think I need it.