Have you ever looked around and realized that your friends aren’t really your friends? To you there your main friend group. But really they all have a list of people they would choose before you. Like when you’re in a circle talking, they push you out. When your walking in a line and they close into together and push you out and your just walking awkwardly behind them. I honestly don’t think they’re doing these things to hurt my feelings. They just don’t care. They don’t care if I’m there or not cause they’ll never notice and unless I force myself into conversations. They don’t care if they’re leaving me out cause they don’t see me as a person. The one person I genuinely love hanging out with, who pushed all the people I loved to hangout w her, just doesn’t care anymore. She was and still always is my first choice but she would pick so many people before me. She used to be not popular but ever since she has been she’s just been walking right past me to talk to her cool friends.