For once, I man up and kiss her first. No waiting around, show her I want her back. I asked first, ofc, more than she ever did. I just had the guts cuz I was high. Now I feel guilty. Why? Did I put her in some awkward position? Did she feel pressured or something? the vibe was just off. I know when she kisses me that she wants it. When I kiss her I don't have that clarity that she's enthusiastic, even though I asked first and she said yes. This girl took my virginity years ago and I'm freaking out bc we kissed.