Sometimes I really don’t want to get better. I don’t want my scars to fade, they make me feel validated. I don’t want to forget my attempts and struggles. I don’t want people to forget about this part of me. I don’t want to be too afraid to harm myself like I used too. But at the same time I feel so miserable and every day it feels like there’s just a pit in my chest and I hate that feeling with all my heart. I feel so weird all the time and when I take my medicine I just don’t feel anything anymore
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