making friends as an adult is so hard. i feel like an ugly duckling in most social situations. i can interact with people and make them laugh but actually continuing to be friends with them is so hard. ive made friends with other girls either those who worked at a coffee shop or at my local grocery store but its never actually evolved into anything more. i feel like im meant to just be alone and its so sad... ive been making content online but the only people who interact with my posts are just horny dudes and its genuinely depressing. i wish i could overcome my depression and be the person i was meant to be.