I have two friends, I'll name them Y and R (yes these are just the first initials of their names, I'm lazy okay?) So, me and Y became friends first, but then she became friends with R, she introduced us to each other and now R is my friend too. I'm very picky about who i assigned the title friend too, but I don't want to address R as something other than a friend because she sees me as a friend. Now, I always have to pick between r and Y, I prefer y, as we are, well, were, closer though I don't think she likes me mucha anymore, but I don't want to use R because I don't know want it to be like she's my second choice. I don't know if it makes sense. Man.