I miss you so much, H. i think i'm still in love with you... even though you hate me and you have a boyfriend and he's one of my closest friends. You're prob not even into trans guys... esp not fem ones. I miss you, i stuck by you through the worst of your addiction but me making a joke abt the extreme mental health crisis i went though even before you went away is too much? I miss you, i want you, i would be so good to you