My insomnias getting worse, it takes me 7-9 hours to fall asleep now, my girlfriend who lives in a diff country is getting abused by her parents (despite her brother trying to get custody to help her) the police don't care and hung up on her 13 times, her country doesn't care, she recently got frightened by smth and I've been worried sick about her, I don't want anything to happen to her, I'm also being dragged into drama I don't wanna be apart of, my friendships are dying down, no one talks to me anymore unless they want something or I'm their last choice of who to talk to, I don't have anything to do, I'm always scared someone is out to get me, I can't talk to anyone cus I just get pushed aside of not cared about, I'm scared of my life because I'm going into adulthood in 2 years time and I'm not ready and don't think I'm gonna make it as a functional adult, I've had a few close friends kill themselves in the past years, and Im really struggling, whilst always being depended on, i sh