i'm tired of putting effort into people who don't return the favor, i've helped, listened, hung out when i couldn't, with them so many times only to be repaid by abandon from them i know this sounds stupid but you know how when you're excited to tell someone something, see that they're online at the perfect moment, write them happily about that special thing to then stay on read or delivered for 5 days straight, doesn't that make you also feel like a piece of garbage you walk past on the street? it's there but too worthless to even interact with the only time they'll reach out, of course, it's when they need something from you oh? you're friend couldn't come to the concert? sure i'll be the replacement! or oh? you bumped into a guy i don't give thing about? that's so cool he definitely is in love with you! i feel like i'm constantly acting like someone i'm not to please and be appreciated and that doesn't even works! i still end up tossed aside! i have no friends