I feel terrible. I needed to look up an artist because I need to choose a favourite artist to talk about for a task. I kind of fell out of love with art after discovering that I'm actually crap at it and good art just reminded me of how crap I was. So I don't really have a favourite artist anymore, I barely thought about art since giving it up. Anyway, I am weirdly good with names, and I remembered the name of an artist that my lecturer in uni talked about like 9 years ago. I looked them up, only to find that they had since come out as non binary and changed their name. So basically I just deadnamed someone and now I feel like a transphobic piece of shit. God I'm so problematic. I hate myself so much.
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