Ive always struggled with maladaptive daydreaming from trauma but it became so real to a point where I made up another version of me, someone with a different life better in ways I've always wanted but worse in other ways. His story ends before he turns 18 and I'm about to turn 18, I'm so scared of losing that other version of me, I always told people I don't plan to live without him and die at 17 but I want to live now but I'm just so scared everyday.
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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