People really don't seem to know what a stressful job can do to your body, even after you've left. There's a reason I got a lot smaller when my job got really stressful and I got to my smallest size 2 months after I left. It can take a while to recover, especially when you know you'll have to find another job soon and it'll likely be the same all over again. You try having an appetite when you're feeling sick with anxiety and getting anxiety gas and diarrhoea and you have to do all you can to make sure you don't get so gassy you stink out the office. Or worse, shit yourself. I'm glad I'm not famous. Imagine having to explain to millions of people that you had to be careful what you ate because you couldn't stop farting and shitting at work. The only reason I gained the weight back was because we went into lockdown and I could fart in my room as much as I'd liked so food was no longer an issue.