I've been really really sad recently and I just dont know why anymore I should feel happy i mean I jave friends even if all of them are online minus one, I have a stable family who are very financially well and they treat me nice and I'm okay-ish at art I guess. I just dont get it no matter what I do i always feel sad I try so hard to make myself feel happy and I should cuz i've been trying to get better especially in School and hell when I start School again I'm planning on stopping a lot of the bad habits I was doing and stop masking my emotions and bottling shit up all the time and even cutting off bad people and i've moved on from past relationships that never worked out and I'm figuring out myself like the fact im Pansexual even tho my parents might not support it and that im Agnostic too but I still feel sad i dont know how to stop it I cant stop it I want it to stop so badly i've been trying everything i just want it too end i want to feel better.