I feel empty all the time, it's like there's something missing in me and I don't know what it is. I always hurt people on accident, I don't mean to, I don't want to, it's just something I can't control. I have these crazy mood swings and I'm almost constantly angry or upset at the world. I just feel different. Not only that, but I can't do anything right, I have horrible social anxiety and it's ruining my life. I can't talk in public, I can't order for myself, I can't make friends, I can't do shit. I'm afraid I'll die soon, and it'll be from my own awaiting hands because I can't figure out whats wrong with me and get the help I so desperately need.