how do i stop feeling bad if talking to others about it makes them feel bad and then they tell me that and if i say i was just trying to talk about my feelings then it counts as guilt tripping which makes me feel bad! i dont know. i dont know what to do. i dont have anybody to talk to. it hurts so bad. i dont want to anybody to pity me i just want them to like me anyway. im selfish. why cant i just meet somebody that clicks. im so bad at talking to people. theres something wrong with me and i dont know what to do because all of my favorite hobbies make me think about how i cant share any of them with anybody. i want to die. this has been the worst month of my life. i keep making excuses
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