i feel like no one cares anymore. can we get this rant to 50 pls? pls? i need it. i need to know that someone out there cares because i wanna fucking kms so fucking bad. can i pls have 10 notes too. im sorry, im asking for too much but i need to feel seen i need to feel like someone cares and someone knows.. pls? im scared imma kms but not scared iykyk. my arms are covered in scars. its cus i use a safety pin so i have to do it so fucking often. i did it 42 times on the 12.8 im 14. i turned 14 on the 8.8. i didnt think id make it to 11. i dont have a reason to keep going. i dont have a reason to stay. pls?