So, I'm gay. Just came back from my seniors trip and had my first kiss there. The boy who i kissed is my best friend, i think, who also outed me earlier on the same trip, so i wouldn't get beat up, kind of... The kiss didn't mean anything. When i got home, my mom asked who i hung out with more, and she said that i had better not hung out that much with that best friend else people would think we were together. She also called him the f-slur. Im scared that she'll find out know that everyone in my school knows.