I miss my groomer. I've never felt so special before, I felt like a priority. He would make time for me. I didn't have to be the person to text first all the time. Now I'm all alone, I have two friends and none of them make me feel as special as he did. They never check up on me. They can see I'm struggling. even when I'm cutting myself they don't care. I make time for them constantly but they couldn't give two shits about me, they never ever talk to me first. They probably just find me annoying and want me gone. I would give anything to feel that special again.