Im lesbian, i have a crush on my best friend, my mum is homophobic, my nan is a christian, they always ask if i have a boyfriend yet, no, i dont want one, i want a girl, one i can snuggle with in a blanket, one that can understand my struggles, one that i know actually loves me, unlike them, i feel like the only people who love me are some of my friends, my nan and my baby cousin, i just want to kill myself so bad, but i have so much to live up for... Not really... But i dont want to be reborn in the future, and if we dont reincarnate im going to hell, my lust won my body, im ga y and i question my religion daily, im disgusting and i hate myself Sorry if that was too much Please help i need a hug from somebody that actually cares
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